Indifferent Witch

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Hestia
She is the feeling you get when you come home after a long day
She is the feeling of warmth from a fire
She is the feeling of coziness you get from an oversized sweater or hoodie
She is the feeling of home

Apollon
He is the feeling of warmth from the sun hitting your skin
He is the sound of birds singing throughout the day
He is the feeling of relief you obtain from singing your heart out
He is the beauty of the poetry you write

Athena
She is determination when you have so much to get done
She is the sense of victory you feel after achieving everything you set out to do
She is embodiment of the knowledge you receive from learning something new
She is the feeling of elation you get when you finally receive your diploma

Hermes
He is the luck of all your connecting buses and subways arriving just on time
He is the mischievous tricks you play on your siblings
He is the excitement of earning your winnings
He is the four leafed clover you kept in your pocket as a child

Gaea
She is the feeling of connection you have to the earth
She is the feeling of holding soil in your hands, rubbing it between your fingers
She is embodiment of motherly love
And she is also embodiment of fierce protection of her children

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I know we’re over, I know I can’t take back the pain I caused you. I want you to know I love you, I love you so fucking much. When we first met I dident even know your name, but I knew you were the one, I knew you were and I got so fucking scared, because I have never felt that sensation of love, I never knew what it was like to love someone until I met you, you made me whole. I went an messed that up though, I broke you, I broke you because I dident want you to get to close, I dident want people to know that my cold heart had turned, and that my feelings were real. Im sorry, I’m so so sorry and I wish everyday, I wasn’t the reason you cried, or the reason you turned your back to many, I wish everyday I could take it all back, an be with you, wrapped up in your arms. I know you have moved on now, I know your happier without me, I know this, I know how someone else makes that beautiful smile of yours real, I know this, I know how happy you are without me. I just want you to know that everyday your smile, your eyes, your laugh, your mind, your enthusiasm, everything about you, just you, just you, still has that hold on my heart, a hold on me that I can’t shake. I love you.

What?!?

So not only are we supposed to love each other, but we can’t stand to look at each other. How am I supposed to love you, when I don’t..how am I supposed to care when ive just heard that you can’t even talk around me because you think that giving you a blunt response is wrong of me. Why am I the one that got this news when it should have been from you. What happened? We used to be so close, telling each other every thing all the time, but now it’s like we can’t even be in the same room, because even when we are it’s just like sitting alone. What happened? Huh? What happen to us? Whatever. It’s fine I’m done with it anyways. I feel like shit most days because of you, I stress so much over the little shit with you, I worried everyday when you dident anwser my text, thinking something happened to you, worrying if your hurt, or some shit. I just don’t understand, why? Why am I the one at the end of this? Why is it yet again my heart is broken down and torn out of my chest an stomped on? Why? What did I do?! What?! Was it because you only wanted me when I took you out and bought you things? Was it when I took you to a nice dinner that cost more than a full tank of gas in my car? What was it? You went around claiming that the shit between us was fake, so now I realise your right, I don’t love you, hell I don’t think I every should have. Your so childish. You took what you wanted, now when I’m around you I feel awkward like as if we’re strangers and I hate it, but you got what you wanted and I was left picking myself up and brushing myself off, and that fine. I did it before you was even in my life, your not changing anything. But I have to know what was it? What was it that took you away from me? Was I that bad of a person? Did I hide my feelings? What did I do? Is it that you no longer feel comfortable around me? Do I make you feel like your not worth something? What?!? Just tell me, No! Dont, on second thought dont, let me feel like a fucking idiot, let me sit here an contemplate on what I now want, what I need, because I now see that that was an always will never be you.

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Sensing the Gods

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Zeus:
Touch: raindrops falling
Sight: flash of light through the rain
Scent: day after a rainstorm
Emotion: a slight startle when a large thunderbolt lights the sky
Hear: resounding crack of thunderbolts
Taste: the numbing surge of electricity when testing a battery

Hera:
Touch: the feeling of the wedding ring
Sight: the tears of love as a betrothed walks down the isle
Scent: the welcoming familiar smell of home
Emotion: love as grey as the hair time and passion has aged like wine
Hear: sound of child laughter
Taste: home cooked meal hot from the oven

Hades:
Touch: the cold pool of tears after a panic attack as sleep calms the suicidal
Sight: a funeral procession honouring the soul to the underworld’s gates
Scent: freshly dug earth in a cemetery
Emotion: peace after a loved one has passed
Hear: the quiet of a cemetery
Taste: salt of tears as a life is not taken

Hermes:
Touch: wind through a open car window
Sight: yellow lines and green lights ensuring a speedy travel
Scent: lingering smell of gas at a full station
Emotion: relief as a long awaited trip arrives
Hear: clinking of coins in a till
Taste: the dryness after a long walk along a gravel road

Demeter:
Touch: long dry grass crunching in the fall
Sight: auburn, reds and golds of Autumn
Scent: pumpkin spice and freshly mown grass
Emotion: solitude and a festival glow as December rolls around
Hear: a lawnmower’s growling as it works through tall grass
Taste: fresh fruits and the taste of nectar and milk

Aphrodite:
Touch: creamy texture of chocolate in your mouth
Sight: long distance partner smiling after being far away
Scent: lovers perfume/cologne
Emotion: heart pounding, misty eyed love as a smile comes from seeing a love in your arms
Hear: impassioned breaths of intimate moments
Taste: the passionate kisses between lovers forgetting time for a moment

Ares:
Touch: the long embrace of a soldier and child/love as they come home
Sight: half mast flag
Scent: soldier’s sweat after taking off his uniform from all day
Emotion: pride in your country
Hear: the resounding “Daddy!” of a coming home surprise
Taste: fresh food cooked after time away from your country

Hephaestus:
Touch: aching feet of a retail worker as they slump in a break room chair
Sight: the clock
Scent: burning embers of a fire, stale ash
Emotion: relief and excitement getting a job offer after searching relentlessly
Hear: clang of an anvil and sizzle of molten iron in a cooling bucket
Taste: cast iron cooked meals, fire cooked steak

Apollo:
Touch: the calluses on your fingertips after months of practice in guitar strings
Sight: beautiful works of art
Scent: lemonades on a day in summer
Emotion: shivering goosebumps as an emotion is struck hard with music
Hear: the sharp and clear melody of a freshly strung guitar
Taste: slight moment of metal and ink as a pen is drawn to your tongue

Artemis:
Touch: animal’s soft fur like water through your fingers
Sight: doe slowly walking out of a dense forest
Scent: a forest with rich leaves
Emotion: awe as a baby deer and mother wait patiently for your car to pass before crossing
Hear: twang of a arrow releasing from a bow string
Taste: cooling water after exploring in the woods

Athena:
Touch: stiff spine of a new book cracking open
Sight: a deserved verdict to a defendant
Scent: old pages/books
Emotion: peace inside a bookstore
Hear: hoot of a stirring owl in the evening
Taste: fingertips as they’re licked to turn a fresh page in a book

Persephone:
Touch: embrace of a love come home again
Sight: the first spring flower blooming
Scent: new morning dew in spring
Emotion: relief and glowing love as a partner smiles on a long awaited Skype call
Hear: buzz of bees in the summer
Taste: pomegranates

Poseidon:
Touch: tide bringing you in to shore again
Sight: crisp blue of the ocean at peace
Scent: the sour smell of a seafood section of a supermarket
Emotion: awe inspired by an image of the open sea
Hear: hooves thundering along a dirt path
Taste: salt of the sea as it slashes into a smile while swimming

Asclepius:
Touch: the padding comfort of a bandage on a healing wound
Sight: seeing a loved one feel well again after sickness
Scent: disinfectant
Emotion: the drowsiness of NyQuil as it lulls your symptoms away to sleep
Hear: fresh air after sickness has clogged your sinuses for weeks
Taste: the sweetness as a sigh of relief escapes your breath

Helios:
Touch: your cheeks stretching against your teeth as a yawn escaped into the sunrise
Sight: painted reds and oranges of a sunrise
Scent: morning dew in springtime at 6 am
Emotion: excitement for a day ahead, full of possibilities
Hear: the morning birds stirring in the early morning light
Taste: morning coffee next to an open-curtained window

Dionysus:
Touch: moments when you can feel comfortable with your body after dysphoria
Sight: the charcoal of a panther, eyes glowing in the night
Scent: draping aroma of a fertile vineyard
Emotion: Pride in being part of a LGBTQ community
Hear: chorus laughter of a raucous party
Taste: sweet tang of a well aged wine

To you

You there, the one who has crushed my heart, my soul, yeah you. You know who you are, I hope your happy that I struggle everyday thanks to what you’ve said to me. I hope you know this.

Hey you, you there with my heart in your hands, did it feel good when you tore it from my chest? Or did you like it better when you squeezed it between those beautiful, fingers of yours.

Hello you, yeah you, you there walking away, are you just stretching your legs? Or are you tired of me.

Oh hey you, I see you with that boy, is he making you happy? It sure looks like it, oh you, will you be happy if I tell you I’m dieing inside.

Hey you, just wanted you to know you look beautiful.

You there, you, I hope your happy while your making me miserable.

You there, I see how you hide away from all your friends now because he’s all you want.

HEY YOU, you there, hello? Are you sure your still in a good connection?

Oh you, how could I possibly still care about you.

Hey there, I’d like to tell you I’m done, that I hate you, I’m done.

Hey, how’s it feeling knowing that I’m almost 100% done.

Yeah you, I’m done now, just wanted to let you know.